Working literally from 8AM to 9PM everyday takes such a toll. I feel like I'm losing myself.
I recently lost touch with someone who I had to admit was one of the first few ( and by few I mean literally probably one out of two ) people who really was allowed to see who I am. I may not know very well who I am but I'm sure that person could see who I was. I'm not sure if losing touch is even a good word for what has happened to us.
We do not speak.. no phone calls, no text messages.
I do not see their face, they do not see mine.
I have no idea where they are, are they still in the same place? I'm sure they have no idea where I am as well.
I have not heard they voice in such a long time, at times it takes me a few moments to try and remember what they use to sound like, the way they laugh, how you could hear the smile in their voice.
I wonder useless things about them. Are they eating well? How are they doing? Are they taking care of themselves? Do they go to bed when they are tired, or do they still up so late into the night like they use to? Are they still playing all those god damn video games that annoyed the shit out of me?
It's almost frightening to know how easily people fall apart. It makes me apprehensive to ever be close. Why bother, if the results are always the same?
Understandings are the foundation of misunderstandings.
I hope they are well.
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